# The Comparison Game - Link: https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/ - Published: 2020-02-10T11:00:00-05:00 - Author: Brian Johns Several years ago, one of my students, who was in his mid 70s, stopped by my class and announced that he had decided to quit. I asked him for a reason, expecting him to cite a health or age-related issue. He surprised me by responding, “_I can’t keep up with the others. I’m not as good as the others_.” I intuited that he got caught up in the “Comparison Game.” I responded, “_What? Wait. I had no idea that you felt that way._“ In his case, the age gap between him and the other students affected his perception that he wasn’t as good as the others and [couldn’t keep up](https://brianejohns.com/2015/11/23/blog-cant-keep-up-do-this-instead/). The truth of the matter is that he was doing fine in class. He was a sponge and kept up with everyone else. While I could not convince him to stick with us, I did manage to persuade him to start private lessons with me six months later. Another case in point: I had a talented student progressing well through the ranks. She then suddenly stopped coming to class. Long story short, I learned from a friend that she felt like an imposter. In other words, she had “_imposter syndrome_” and thought she wasn’t as good as the others. ## The problem is that they got caught up in the comparison game. Let’s face it, all of us compare ourselves to other people. This problem seems, to me, worse in martial arts classes. The comparison game is often harmful, corrosive, and often destroys one’s self-confidence. The comparison game can manifest itself in various ways. It is common for martial arts students to compare themselves to others in the same class. The comparison can be based on another person’s skill or rank. ![](https://i0.wp.com/brianejohns.com//wp-content/uploads/2020/02/Screen-Shot-2020- 02-09-at-8.35.33-PM-764x1024.png?resize=764%2C1024&ssl=1) **Pursuing my satisfaction!** Based on my 35-plus years in martial arts, the comparison is often unfavourable.“ I’m not as good as that guy.” “I feel like I’m not progressing.” “I’m an imposter.”“ Why am I not at that rank yet?” The result is that they end up feeling like crap. I can tell you that it’s a killer to do that. _It does you no good t_o _compare yourself to other people_. Most of the time, it will just make you unhappy. Martial arts-wise, focus on your skill level and the requirements for the next rank. Don’t compare yourself to somebody else. Trust me on this; this is a corrosive thought process. ## If at all, talk to a mentor and get feedback. Very often, their perception will differ markedly from yours. In the past, I allowed myself to get caught up in the comparison game early in my martial arts career. The result was always the same: in my mind, [I came up short every fucking time](https://brianejohns.com//2016/03/04/blog-to-hell-with-inadequacy/). It was unbelievably corrosive to my confidence. I take responsibility for allowing myself to get into that mindset. Over the years, as I got more involved in Modern Arnis, I started soliciting instructor feedback. When I often see Master Chuck Gauss, Master Gaby, or Master Ken Smith, I ask them: “_What do I need to work on?” “How am I doing? What are my weaknesses?_” The effect of this kind of conversation is that it reorients your focus back to yourself. This way, I avoid comparing myself to others and focus on myself as best as possible. Based on my 35 years in martial arts, the funny thing is that many people who get stuck in the comparison game do not speak up and solicit feedback. ## Let me give you an example from my high school years. I played high school football. I was a reasonably decent running back in junior high school. When I got to high school, I continued to play that position. I lost my job after misunderstanding the QB in the huddle. I ended up comparing myself to the guy who replaced me. On the one hand, it was clear that he would fare better in the huddle since he had normal hearing. On the other hand, I resented him because I perceived that my athletic ability was better than his. I let all that stew inside of me. I never spoke up. In hindsight, I should have told the coaches, “_Maybe that was not the best position for me. What can I do to help the team? Where can I help?_“ But I never took that step. In hindsight, I wish that I had. My high school football days would have ended up on a more positive note. But I’ll never know because I never approached the coaches. Just don’t get into the comparison game. It’s corrosive as hell and has caused martial arts students to quit. If you detect yourself doing so, approach the instructor for feedback and see if they can help you. You might be surprised! ## Over to you; what are your thoughts on this topic? ## Additional Reading * [To Hell With Inadequacy](https://brianejohns.com/2016/03/04/blog-to-hell-with-inadequacy/) * [From Pixels to Stick Fighting](https://brianejohns.com/2023/11/15/from-pixels-to-stick-fighting-the-video-game-generation/) * [Top Ten Tips for Watching Martial Arts Instructional Videos](https://brianejohns.com/2024/02/14/top-ten-tips-for-watching-martial-arts-instructional-videos/) * [Can’t Keep Up? Do this Instead!](https://brianejohns.com/2015/11/23/blog-cant-keep-up-do-this-instead/) * [The Video Game Generation](https://brianejohns.com/2021/01/04/blog-the-video-game-generation/) ### Share this post: * [ X ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?share=twitter) * [ Facebook ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?share=facebook) * [ LinkedIn ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?share=linkedin) * [ Threads ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?share=threads) * [ WhatsApp ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?share=jetpack-whatsapp) * [ Email ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20The%20Comparison%20Game&body=https%3A%2F%2Fbrianejohns.com%2F2020%2F02%2F10%2Fblog-the-comparison-game%2F&share=email) * [ Print ](https://brianejohns.com/2020/02/10/blog-the-comparison-game/#print?share=print) ### Like this: Like Loading… ### _Related_